Guess what?? I was so happy and so shock that i just received a Birthday which what i have wish for . An Adidas Watch which cost about $$ 98$$ . I was shock!!! I don't know what to say and the feeling was never like before. It was from my mum's primary schoolmates. She is very good to me. treats me like her own child. She bring me to swimming, and give me a Red packet for Christmas too. She is just too kind. I am also happy to see her too. I wanted to save my own money to but it but i never thought that she would buy such an EXPENSIVE gift to me. I need to say a Big THANK YOU to her for everything.

I think Zy was like ._.||| cos it was in the school that i received the news. Then i was like a mad girl jumping all around and ai ya just very very VERY VERY surprised and shock to received this gift.

Last but not least i want to thank her.

"THANK YOU AUNTY LUCY FOR EVERYTHING "

written @ 11:09 PM

Its has been a long time. now then i post. i don know is he bluffing me or something. It is all about the UNH thing. i don want him to know it was me but i think he saw me thats why he ask one of my friends to sms me to ask me. but now i know that he didn't saw me. but i saw he saw me. is he bluffing??? i don know. but i know 1 thing for sure. FRIENDS among FRIENDS must have TRUST so i believe him that he didn't saw me there. but i still feel not good after that. AiYA... i don know la. the year is ending le. hope everything will change back to how it is like during sec2.

written @ 10:04 AM

HaHaHa... I FINALLY recieved the letter from the government to make my IC. Cos only when your birthday is comming then they will sent the letter. I have waited for THIS letter for ages. That tells me that i m now 1 year older and i have taken my IC. My parents tells me that once you have taken your IC, you should be more mature then before. and i agree. We must also be independent and not rely not friends and family!!!

This year cos we meet new friends so we are not that close yet but i hope that some still remember my birthday cos i bought them gift hope they will do the same thing back to me. I m bankrupt cos UNDERAGE then never work just spend spend. Got out no in. so i have to save some mesos now. I m just to happy...

written @ 6:41 PM

SICK & TIRED OF THIS!!! Why must i see him. I thought i never see him so soon. But it was just too sudden!!! i saw him. I find that before my identiy was revealed, we still can chat like friends. Joke together. After my identiy was revealed, is not the same anymore!!! I don understand why still cant face to face settle all the misunderstanding!!! Is it because that u promise someone must reply me then u reply me??? I don want like this. I want u to be willing to reply me. and not somebody force u too. u always say "forgot" but i know u never is only that u don wish to say. then how u want me to change. i really don know.

I went to mac today and saw him and other guys. I wanted to say HI but they just do their work so i just walk away. I m the person that not very good at talking. I may even offence someone and i don know about it. Thats why i need your help to tell me.

written @ 4:31 PM