last monday to friday already wake up early to go school then on sat, i needed to wake up around 6 plus to go and pratice running with friends for next year sports day (its like so early larx)... at least we enjoy ourself there and i got a morning gift from yan zhou.(he gave me a punch on my face)... lucky only some saw. haha..... then i went to eat breakfast near my house then went home to sleep...then wake up at around 1plus to go orchard with my parents to buy some stuff then came home le... then i heard that on sunday need to wake up early to go praying.... is like -_-. so sian la. sunday is for me to rest at home and wake up late in the morning lor. but still need to wake up early... but at least got car to sit la... then can rest in the car. then after that all of them when to hong mao chao to shop untill 6plus then go home. at night still got the rally thing wah then sian... go to sleep...
monday morning go to school. monday blues... soooooooo tired untill feel like sleeping in the class like that. but can not, exams comming le...
today, early in the morning called my name said for the wat moe interview. soo dam boring. lucky interview by group if not i die untill not nice le... ok i know is-_-...
tonight still got tuition maths then tomorrow got prelim maths paper1 sian... mathe here math there, everywhere maths maTH MATHS...soooooooo sian......
so tired now go take a nap. bye...

written @ 3:54 PM

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written @ 7:07 PM

On monday, was the first day of the prelim and i going to school with my new hair. when i reach school, the music was playing already so i had no chance of going back to the class. after all, the exams were held in the hall. nobody say anything about my hair accept sulaiha. the first time she saw, she laught at me... nvm... The first paper was the MT paper (both p1& p2). it was dam hard la. the p1 i know but the p2 is all about explaining and can't get the answer from the passage.

I went home fast to prepare for the paper on tuesday. its EL p1 and SS. must rush for the SS like mad... remember this, remember that. remember untill the head like want to BOOM like that... lucky i read more on NI. the question worth 10 marks... in the morning, eric told me that there is a councillor photo taking then need to wear whites then is like no one tell me lor the guy also never past down the mesagge. then i like have to go home take the whites then come back school again. after that we had a class photo taking then in like only 15 people. take wat photo then the teacher so like to take photo like that... i went home and take my whites then when back to school. you know wat, ms gopal said that the photo taking is postpone then is like arg.... then plan to go home. got caught by ms ong to home then i drag the yan zhou and the some one dun say who to help lor then i keep making fun of the guy ( the person that don't say who). he folded 46 booklet alone then he was like showing off hahaha... lame... then i went home and sleep the whole afternoon then wake up eat dinner then go back sleep... i so dam tired... then on wednesday still need to reach clementi stadium by 7.25 am to celebrate National day and the school annual sports day. got to wake up at 5.30am then take the crowded bus there...

I wake up at5.35am and then left home at 6.20 to go market to buy some food to eat... then take the bus go. i never thought that i was the first in the class to be there...i reach there was like about 7.00 le then like still no one... like the same, i sat there alone then facing the sun. so dam hot. dark not enough, now even darker. no where to go nothing to do so went home and sleep again. tomorrow still need to wake up early to celebrate National Day at my house oppsit and then start with a jog then got goodie bag take... no plans for the rest of the day. when the time come then see how first.

After the celebration of the National day, the next monday the prelim continued...

written @ 8:45 PM

Its friday!!! today was the last day of the week.... guess wat, today, my class only about 20+ people come to school. the teachers said that 'all the well behave ones never come school but the noise ones came'. this means that eventhough there were lesser people, the noise level is still the same...(lame...)
i don't know why today i m myself again. only when i saw her then i don't feel like talking to her anymore. i may feel bad about the 'making up' thing. but is not i can't take the joke. is aother matter that keeps irritates me. nothing got to do with the making up...

i can't wait till tomorrow because tomorrow morning i m going to the DENTAL... (wonder wat colour to put)... in the afternoon, plan to go salon to do my hair but don't know how to speak... then in the night, my family and i will be attending a NDP dinner at Bukit Batok...( meeting the ministers). wonder how would i dress up myself...

written @ 6:49 PM

Today was a bad day for me... First in the morning was asper-normal but when 'someone' came then the whole sitution change.

i plan not to bother them anymore. so when recess time, they went to eat and and never go with them. i stay in class with sophia, jes, chew ping, carin, teng and tricia. and you know wat, they were talking about me... i admit that i don't know how to doll up myself. i admit that i don't look like girls. you think i don't like to wear nice nice go out meh... i also want to doll up like other pretty girls what. but do i have the qulity first??? NO...but they don't need to say untill it really hurt deeply people feeling rite!!! in my heart i was crying but i told them i was laught to cry... only sophia can tell and came to talk to me... you know i have pride too. shouldn't you leave so respect for me???

I don't know whether to cry out or to angry... cos we are friends after all... i really don't know... i just keep it to myself... i kept quite for the rest of the other half of the day after 'that' recess... they don't talk, and i don't want to start the conversation again...

i wanted to walk home alone and was caught by rainie... i just walk my way and she walked hers...

written @ 9:12 PM