Wednesday, August 01, 2007
Moody All Day Long...
Today was a bad day for me... First in the morning was asper-normal but when 'someone' came then the whole sitution change.
i plan not to bother them anymore. so when recess time, they went to eat and and never go with them. i stay in class with sophia, jes, chew ping, carin, teng and tricia. and you know wat, they were talking about me... i admit that i don't know how to doll up myself. i admit that i don't look like girls. you think i don't like to wear nice nice go out meh... i also want to doll up like other pretty girls what. but do i have the qulity first??? NO...but they don't need to say untill it really hurt deeply people feeling rite!!! in my heart i was crying but i told them i was laught to cry... only sophia can tell and came to talk to me... you know i have pride too. shouldn't you leave so respect for me??? I don't know whether to cry out or to angry... cos we are friends after all... i really don't know... i just keep it to myself... i kept quite for the rest of the other half of the day after 'that' recess... they don't talk, and i don't want to start the conversation again... i wanted to walk home alone and was caught by rainie... i just walk my way and she walked hers...
written @ 9:12 PM
