my secret has lick out... and there is nothing much to say. someone find it shocking. but i dont know why they find it shocking.
this few days, i went through the past message or mails that he send me. because they said i was stupid that i can not figure out what he's trying to say. as i was reading through then i understand. but i know it was really too late. i know that time i was just PRETENDING to hate him but still he also can not tell. and the opportunities just went pass... i just cant believe i was so stupid. anyway, i'm prepared that if i got 13points or less for my 'O's, then i will confess. i also know that now its too late. eventhough i confess, i know he would not accept me. but atleast i have done what i want to do for the past three years...

written @ 8:24 PM