i like this song very much eventhought this song is sang a few years back. the lyrics is very meaningful. hope you will understand how i feel and like them. thanks.
i admitt that i like them since the mr fighting show i watch in the middle of 2008. the show was nice then i saw Duan yu Qiao then i know is acted by sun xie zhi from 5566. then i started to go to the internet to find out more about them, about their pass. infact, in 2005, they sang a song 'shou hou'. i heard of it because my friend always singing in school. this is the song that i like but that time, i was not like other people so crazy about them. i dont even know who are they. so i never think too hard. So since 2008, i went to find out about them. the show they acted and the song they sang. they have been to singapore to sign the CD and open concert. but i never once attend. because that time i was not crazy about them. they have 11 peice of work and i have bought none. i told myself how can i be that stupid. they have been out of 7 years and now then i like them. i told myself that the next time they have any new work or show or they come to singapore to have concert, i definely will go and support them .but it was all too late. i came across a news in the nespaper in 2009/01/03 that they want to disband. my heart really sank. my heart was so sad so sad. feel like crying. i was so worried and sad. i told myself that it was my fault that i like them too late. i dont even have a chance to get their signature and have a photo with them. i was really dissapointed. i really hope that they will come to singapore and i wont miss this time... hope they really come...........
written @ 2:39 PM
Saturday, December 20, 2008
found a job. starting work on monday. will it be boring or fun? i dont know. but i know i have to work with three shift. from the way they say, sound tiring. dont know what will happen to me. jurong point new extension is now open. haha lame... when there to take a look at the fairpriceXtra. from monday onwards, got to work untill i think march. i hope i earn a lot of money then save some for poly use and some left for myself... boring... can not see my imaginary boyfriend again. sad... real also can not imagine one also can not. can not stand it. but still must bear with it... 我希望我可以向他个打招呼。
written @ 4:11 PM
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
Do you guys know something? Last week one of the night while i was sleeping, i dream of him. it is kind of weird. but still.....
this is the first time i dream of him. he ask me out brought me to a cafe for tea. i never thought he will contact me and ask me out. i wanted to reject as i thought that he will bring along friends but then i think back. it is not very nice of me to reject him as this is the first time he ask me out. so i just agree to go with him. when we were there, there was only me and him. i was shock to see that i m in this situation. we never talk but he kept smiling at me. after that he also pay the bill. i wanted to pay or atleast allowed me to pay what i order. but no. he dont allowed me to pay and he insist that he will pay. i was really very happy as i thought that finally he ask me out and buy me lunch. i was really really happy. i thought that there will be other chance that he will ask me out again. then we both walk out of the shop together. the end... when i woke up then i realise that it was only a dream. i thought its real life. after that i felt quite funny as so many years no sure dream then suddenly come. then i tink slowly and i remember people saying that the dream and real life is the opposit. then i was really got quite worried. its just that i find all this thing happening is just a dream. and most properly it will no happen. i was quite sad but again i think it really might happen. just like now. never talk to him or very long except for his birthday. im in a mess now. i just dont know....
during the holiday cant get a job. so stay at home surf the net and also think alot. but think all those weird weird things. aiya i think i should let nature take its place...
wearing dress sucks but you know you are still a girl. so how? marriage is a huge thing for a women. but i dont look forward to it because i need to wear dress. working in comfortable place and earning big buck sound great. but i have to dress like a office girl. and wearing skirt sucks too. you will ask me. school skirt? only for school. no choice then wear. if possible dont wear unless it is force... life for me sucks...fearing for result already. what about you?
