i send him a birthday card. wonder has it reach taiwan? did he received already? or has it been missing among all the letter? how would he react if he saw the letter? will he reply me? i really dont know. how i wish i was in taiwan and wish my happy birthday personally. but how i m to wish him? i am not his kin or anyone close to him. i know him but he may not know me. if he see a ugly girl like me what will he think? to get further away from me??? i hope he will reply. really really hope he will... waiting...

written @ 9:23 PM