today is labour day, no school. poly life starts in april 20 and it is the 2nd week of school, i can feel there will be alot of presure coming towards me. projects and presentation. i am not worried about presentation but i worried that i can not catch up with the lesson cos some maths topic i never learn before. its like to relearn everything. this really sux. you got to read and understand not just doing it. its quite tiring. there is still other stuff to thing of. stuff like ict society, Ambassador, projects, presentation and my cca. now my mind is like keep on working non-stop. even sleeping still think of the project. cant rest in peace.
Join the ict society with my friends. we went for the camp together, went for interviews together but i got in and hes out. he called me that night. i can feel that he is really sad but i cant do anything. i felt really sad i felt really useless. i cant even solve a simple problem. but i ask myself what can i do to hep him. but i guess nothing. maybe just be there when he needs someone to talk to. we also join in the ambassador thing together too. he got in to the 2nd round. he called me that night i can hear from his voice that he is really happy. im happy for him too. but after that, there is no news of him. wonder how is it.
As a friend for 5 year and this year is going to be 6. i really dont know what m i surpose to do. too tired of thinking of work, to busy with projects, too helpless towards friends. i really at a lost......

Heard that they are coming out a new album. thinking when will they come to singapore? thinking will he know me? thinking what i will do after seeing them. what will be my reaction. i am your new fann from singapore. i really dont what i can do to help them boost their 'ren qi' up? what i know is that i will always support them and hope they DONT dismiss...

written @ 11:03 AM